driven to abstraction

all creative people suffer their own version of stuck. writers block, un-inspiration. What to do with an itchy trigger/sketching finger and nothing speaks to you?

You listen to the silence i guess. perhaps thats why i hauled myself back to yoga. Silence is golden to a person with noise in the head... but i digress,

so ive been standing at the easel listening to the colors in my head. Using a viewfinder (real and not) to capture teeny snippets of the world around me, since its the colors or photos i shot that inspire me, not to "copy" them but to use them as a springboard forward. Whats this all about? Where will it lead? who the heck knows. who cares anyway? The come fast and furious and may be the catalyst to somewhere, someone, something else...

stay tuned.

Mothers Day Blog Hop

well first, thanks to Claudia for her invite and intro into blog hopping... I said "count me in" and THEN realized i had to come up with a way to intertwine my artist self blog with Mothers Day Me. Hmmmm but then i realized that the mother part of me is so deeply ingrained that it has only enhanced my love of art, color and all all things emotional and pleasurable..

But very rarely does the line between my paintings and my sons blur. Yes, Ive sketched and painted my kids when they were little, cute and cuddly. I painted murals in their nurseries, Denim jackets with Thomas The Train for little Jake, Sweatshirts and T-shirts and toy boxes and furniture for every little kid in NJ and beyond when it was my business, I even did a painting of Sam with his true love, a football, years ago. But that was about it. I dont do kids cutesy stuff. At this stage of the game, i am so over cutesy. Sorry, but true.
Then it occurred to me how my art and my older son recently connected. He's all big and grown and a manly-man now, but when i see him i still see the buzz cut and gap toothed smile and huge blue eyes of Jake at 6. I still have a landline phone only because the recording is his 6 year old voice saying "we are not home now, pweese leave a message"...he turns red when he hears it to this day.

These days he is a sous chef at a fancy shmancy restaurant in NYC, spending the hours before dawn at the market getting the days menu purchased, and the hours after midnight testing new recipes. He has the typical busy single guy NY life, with a text here and there to the mom, who thinks of him often (um, sorta 24/7) and misses his presence palpably.  The last time he was home he said," I really love some of these little paintings you did of oranges, lemons," and whatever i had around when i was in a "IM BLOCKED but want to paint" mood.
"Can i have this one, I'd love to hang it in the restaurant?" what? really? i said........Yes, I love it, can i have the little one of the oranges to keep at my apartment over my desk?..."sure" i replied, shocked but thrilled.
This from the person who says "hows the doodling business going?" when he wants to get a reaction from me.

Anyway, this mothers day i will be spending part of my day at a course on the business of the art world, learning some more "tricks" to help me handle the business aspect of art. But what I get from my sons, and their appreciation of me and my work, while not paying the bills, is truly priceless. I keep this picture of my boys over my desk, because now that the older one is 6'1 and his baby brother is 6'3 they dont do the "cuddly thing" with me much...Usually its try not to break a rib while squeezing mother.....And it makes me feel like ive done something wonderful by putting these two totally different young men into our world.
Happy mothers day to the ladies of the blog hop and everyone else who shares our love of Art  :-)

Yeah for the Mother’s Day Blog Hop!

• May 1st – Claudine Intner
• May 2nd – Melissa Liban
• May 3rd – Lynn Krawczyk
• May 4th – Ishita Bandyo
• May 5th – Jeri Greenberg
• May 6th – Kathleen Mattox
• May 8th – Amanda Ruth
• May 9th – Judi Hurwitt
• May 10th – Kathleen Murphy
• May 11th – Hannah Phelps
• May 12th – Helen Hiebert
• May 14th – Hannah Klaus Hunter
• May 15th – Claudine Intner

storm clouds on the horizon

i started this a few days ago, my mood may have actually matched this palette then. Too many unfinished threads lying around in my head. But as per usual, the only place i found solace was in my studio with my supplies calling me to come play. We were teased with one day of warm weather, and then the rains came down again, BUT my mood has changed for a few reasons. I got good news about both sons, and except for this damn head cold all is relatively calm..For me that is. For most people my life seems full of drama, but i guess its all i know. The good news is little by little we learn how much we dont know, and how glorious learning something new can be.

and like my pastels nestling in their corn meal bed right now, i feel surrounded by good, and will come out shinier in the long run.....

are figures my first love? i dunno

this friday an exhibit called "The Strength of Women" is opening in Berkeley Heights, NJ and i am honored to be one of the artists selected to show their stuff. Even tho i have spent most of the past two years learning and enjoying the landscape, it was my figures that they wanted. Each artist will show her own vision of/for women but here are some of my paintings that will be hanging in the lobby of the Summit Medical Group Complex for the next few months. come and visit if you can....

time to change up the ole palette?

i knew things were hovering around boring and safe, when i spied my laundry pile on the chair, and realized it was the same color as most of my recent paintings...lots of lavendery blues, a few citron-y greens and a pink thrown in for good measure....
add into the mix the arrival of a 74 degree day, and out with the old, in with the new.
just to really test myself i pulled together a dozen colors i dont use, aka orange, coral, yellow, ochre, salmon, pink, and put away everything else. At this point i think im on pastelmat and not wallis, but who knows.

so heres my pink palette (adios snow scenes) even tho the pic is way orange--- its really  a tad tamer.

my 100 list, thank you maryann, stefanie and of course, casey

My friend Maryann, a prolific artist in her own right, posted about this exercise on Casey Klahns Blog, The Colorist...so, as per usual, I took up the challenge too. Maybe its another way of avoiding painting, or paperwork, or cleaning, or...but hey, it got me thinking, so its all good. Heres my list, in no order except for the way they fell out of my brain. You should do your own.

100 Things I Love About Art

1.        Boxes of Broken Pastels

2.       The smell of pantone markers

3.       My Synaestesia reactions to color

4.       Museums

5.       Art books

6.       Learning from other artists

7.       Talking to other artists

8.       Framing

9.       Gallery visits

10.    Old masters

11.      New masters

12.     Photoshop

13.     Complimentary colors

14.    Learning a new technique

15.     Wolf Khan

16.     Stan Sperlak

17.     Degas’ ballerinas

18.     The desire to learn a new medium

19.    Hands on learning

20.   Listening to the silence while painting

21.     Plein air experiences

22.    Color theory

23.    Warm colors

24.   Cool colors

25.    Memories of sold paintings

26.    A new box of crayola crayons

27.    Answering questions about my art

28.    Feeling proud of artists, myself included

29.   New pastels

30.   Glassine

31.     Pastel mat

32.    Wallis

33.    Mentors

34.   Flowers

35.    Faces

36.    Drawing hands

37.    Learning about sky colors

38.    Breathe

39.   Graphic art

40.   Loutrec

41.    The Frick Museum

42.   The Temple of Dendur atrium

43.   Traveling art shows

44.   Artist discounts

45.   Joining art organizations

46.   The way colors smell

47.   Egon Schiele

48.   Underpainting

49.   Large canvasses

50.   Thumbnail sketches

51.     Value studies

52.    Owning the complete set of grey pantones in HS

53.    Lunch breaks

54.   Painting upside down

55.    “blocks of color only!!”

56.    Sepia series

57.    Ribbons

58.    Karen Appleton

59.   Cleaning my boxes

60.   Fruit studies

61.     Postcards

62.    Exhibit booklets

63.    Egyptian cuneiform art

64.   Micrography

65.    Seashore paintings

66.    Scale

67.    Fabric folds

68.    Hard edges

69.   Mist over the water

70.   Quotes posted by MD

71.     Clear glass

72.    Museum glass

73.    Perspective

74.   Traveling sets of paints

75.    Light as shadow

76.    Negative spaces

77.    Photographing my artwork

78.    Re-thinking

79.   John Singer Sargeant

80.   Helen Frankenthaler

81.     Moonlight colors

82.    Discovering marshes

83.    Sketching

84.   New sketchbooks

85.    Art supply stores

86.    My new studio space

87.    Being serious

88.    Dealing with the business side correctly

89.   Blogging

90.   Edward Hopper

91.    Changing palettes

92.   Seeing brush strokes

93.   Texture

94.   Realism

95.   Pointelism

96.   Seurat

97.   Business cards

98.   Wooden sturdy easels

99.   The smell of paint

100.Working daily, or at least wanting to

reflections